Thursday, 18 November 2021

thoughtssss

 Thoughts like soldiers marching

Over my neurons

Thoughts of fear, worry and what not else

Dancing inside my head

Telling me to die off

I try to laugh away and smile on

To live, if not for me

For those bugging thoughts

Need a head to be alive

If I just give up,

They'd be wandering

Down the streets

To find a new abode.

The Little Flutist

 Frail and tender, little fingers

Up and down the 5 dollar flute

A music for the centuries

A melancholic odd note

Piercing hearts of flesh

Still there are some

Iron ones, I think

Which bother not the music

Nor the little musician

He, the saviour with a flute

Wander the streets alone

His breath earning daily bread

Has God lost power

And mankind, humanity?

Remember a war with gunshots

And blood trails

His head hurts even now to think

A pause between the notes

Little bright eyes trying to hide

The pathos of the past in a wink

Picking up pieces of hope

And shattered dreams in thoughts

Tears fail to drop down

Eyes refuse to cry anymore

Lips burying those memories with smile

His little flute plays notes

Of hope and dreams yet to come

Somewhere in a night

Of sleep without nightmares

Passersby threw coins of pity

Hunger could not find a prey in him

Oh, he played hide and seek too

With the policemen in vigil

Warmongers and fighters

Seem to go scot-free

While the kids wait under bunkers

For the blue sky to join the play.

Tears too heavy for earth to bear

Sending out warnings for

Those it cares

To those who get warned with will

To those who mend their ways

Send earth the virus of peace

Which can make every human

Despise the arms

Oh, dear curse the greed and war

Between men of course for power

Streets now bare and empty

Like the ants in hiding

Men behind locks

The world battles

An unseen villain

Choking breaths

Will humanity ever be revived

With meds or otherwise

Even the villain seems to have heart

To consider for the little souls everywhere.

An unseen enemy however frail and small

Is sure to wreck havoc of fear

Asked for peace, not death

Still I can't bargain

Until every heart of mankind

Be willing for sacrifice

In exchange for a world

Of no war and no hate

Where man is man; nothing else

Not a greedy lump of flesh

Until then

Make every kid invisible

Oh mother earth

Hide them in your bosom,

Safe from the microbes and

Men of Deceit

As the air clear out

And earth breathes again fresh

The old ways of nature

Returns to their places

Rivers ,seas and winds join

Creating heaven on earth

Till then, my little flutist

Stay strong and cheerful

When winds visit to make

New notes and a new music

For the souls which last forever and ever.




Language without letters

 It was the language of Love that joined us together from two different countries. Life and works

separated us now. First time ever, I got a letter from her. The letters trembled and fell from the patchy paper in my hand as I tried to decipher what seemed Latin. Once all of them had fallen, the blank paper revealed her lifeless eyes bleeding in pain in a foreign land. Then, I knew I need to buy wings.

Where the art is dying…

 It is often said that art prevails even if the artists who made them pass away. Such was the influence of artworks in the past, be it music, painting or dance forms. The cultural conditions helped them to transgress the generations and make an impact on the thought process of the minds. 

Liberals and progressive ideologists have utilised the services of artworks to express, convince and influence the masses to progressive thinking patterns. But is the influence dying down? 

A doubt arose in my mind after failing to find participants for a program when it was announced that there would be no prizes and the works are just for expressing themselves. “What will I gain?” the questions from little kids pierced my mind to bring back the memories of my childhood when our anguish, despair, love, hope, nearly all the emotions of the adolescent stage found one way or the other to vent out of our souls in what we considered as artworks, if not for the world. 

There had been very few children who didn’t like to draw a line or two to make a pathetic selfie. Even few among them didn’t dare to write up their own creations be it on the answer sheets or otherwise. There is a major difference between the two generations. Those of the immediate past didn’t bother about the prizes or gains whereas the present generation asks “What will I gain?”

We ask the same question for nearly all decisions in life. When we take up a course, a career, get married, have children, and even when we take care of our elderly parents by keeping them with us in the same home. Life as a whole has become a balance sheet of gains, losses, risks and benefits. How can art escape from this harsh reality?

I do agree that art needs patronage to survive. But is it absolutely essential? For me art is a form of expression of vented up emotions be it joy or sadness. There is a touch of reality in every fiction, a bit of author in every work, a piece of the artist in every painting. That’s unique to an individual just like the genetic fingerprint and that’s what made those artworks seemingly closer to hearts.

Where have we failed as a society to preserve the art? We do take pride in our past cultural relics especially those which portray art. But we fail to see the present where artists struggle to even earn their livelihood, leave alone the fame. This struggle for existence, just like in biological evolutionary theory put forward by Darwin had created another competition for centre stage as a means to survival. 

There is another principle which follows the struggle for existence once it intensifies; the competitive exclusion. Simply put, it leaves the competition and finds another job. Hence when some manage to occupy the centre stage of art, others tend to take up different professions as a means to survive leaving out the competition. 

Here’s where we lose out the real talents. That would have otherwise been the carriers of artwork to transcend generations ahead. For that, there are only two ways. First finest forms of art need to find real patrons to grow. And, we need to replace the question “What will I gain?” with dedication and commitment. Both are however difficult and need the changed outlook of the society towards art. 

Hope we don’t let the art die….

Monday, 12 July 2021

Kintsugi

 A happy prince

Turned to Statue

With a lone companion

A sparrow with stories

Both ended up in dust to

Transformation

A pound of gold

A fistful heart

It stopped beating 

After singing the brightest song

To make another happy note

It still awaits

A chance to heal

The broken pots with scars so deep

Filling the cracks and crevices 

Turning into a new life with shine

What's love, if it claims pure but

Fails to mend a single broken heart even


Thursday, 24 December 2020

A House At Nowhere

 


It was dilapidated yet elegant, unnoticed by busy city dwellers except for my occasional glances. Loud parties used to gain neighbour’s ire in the past. The house’s solitude disturbed mine and grew monstrously.

I couldn’t compartmentalize my egoistic self and called the local police station to suggest my paranoiac fears about the solitary house. Soon it became a news piece, an evening gossip and talk of the town and people came just to have a look at the house. And there rested my alter ego, sipping the green tea on a reclining chair enjoying the noisy chats of the neighbours.


When Mary Got Afraid

 Pregnant Mary and her husband wanted to escape the wretched war torn country which was led by a man of actions, but mostly brutal ones. The city was swarmed with vagabonds like them even though it was Christmas season. A plight from poverty to utopia. Her hopes slowly dwindled with time as the borders got shut. She hoped to get a boy who like her husband would risk his life to protect her dignity. She remembered her little sister who got raped and killed and frantically searched the night sky for another Star of David with tearful eyes.


thoughtssss

 Thoughts like soldiers marching Over my neurons Thoughts of fear, worry and what not else Dancing inside my head Telling me to die off I tr...